Tales On A Diet Of Hope

ok i wrote the title of this entry coz i came across a blog of once-upon-a-time friend of mine. this was b4 my dad said something which coincidentally somehow relate to the title above. i was telling him tt my fren went to apply for a private degree at mdis coz kena rejected from NUS and NTU. then he replied "that would be you soon". wtf! i guess he has stop hoping that i would get my degree from a good university like NUS. in fact he has stop believing that there is still any goodness in me. watever.


HOPE: the feeling that what is wanted can be had or that events will turn out for the best

ok i really dunno where to continue from this hope thing. it came up just because it it the title of a fren's blog. haiz. mayb i have no hope in me. no mayb not coz i'm hoping all the time. hoping that i have enough money to buy ciggs. hoping that i can undo some mistakes i've done. hoping that i'll be rich one day. hoping that i will meet my prince charming soon. hoping that i will do well in skool. hoping that.... hoping this.... if one does not hope, i think then there is no reason to live anymore. though hope is sometimes lost along the way, the list of hoping for something will always be increasing everyday.

ok i so do not know the point of this entry.

sigh...

some random song i cant seem to get of my mind....



i love this video coz of the use of black and white to tell the story of the song. n i simply love the way the singer express the song. so... emo? yea jez like me... well aint gerard way adorable in this video?

When you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

When after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

When after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
Hey
Hey

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday