mind boggling

why am i feeling this way? i am not even pms-ing. but everything around me seems to be getting on my nerves. i dunno why am i irritated with jez a quick side look frm any random strangers. i dunno why i get pissed when a random someone made a small mistakes. like tt stoopid swensen waitress. i ordered ribs eye steak, medium rare. cik lina ordered sirloin steak well done. den wen the waitress came, she mixed up the dishes n i ended up getting the well done sirloin steak. i made a big fuss sey coz cik lina already started eating my steak! i hate well done steak! luckily got my dad n the waitress got away with an apology. if not, i'll make her change my steak! ciss!

i guess i have alot on my mind. so many to settle and solve and i dunno where to start. plus i cant seem to get "him" of my mind and i hate it. while walking around jurong pt, i totally disconnect myself from my surrounding and everything around me was a blur. jez deep in thoughts. n now im havin a huge migraine.


btw jam n hop yest was a blast. not becoz of the actual event, though it wasnt tt bad, but coz of tt memorable after-party gathering at the infamous smoking alley. part of the SAC who went to jam n hop sat at the smoking alley singing songs sang and composed by shaiful coz we all miss him. due to the unfortunate motor accident, he landed himself in NUH with a head concussion and temporary partial memory loss. to me, it was beautiful coz all of us singing, our emotions as one, our intention as one, dedicating to one person.



the guitarist n the irritant

though im not so close to him, i somehow do miss his voice and his wacky behaviour. its sad to see him being all miserable, ill-tempered and in pain, strapped down to tt hospital bed.


wish u get well soon and get back to SAC asap dude!

some random pics taken throughout the whole day yesterday:

at home tgh siap specially for jam n hop.

i really think she's cute petite and hot. and i look like crap.


the happy-go-lucky moment of cam whoring.