I FEEL GOOD. . . .

One of the most important lesson that I've learnt from secondary school is that
people come and go in your life.
This includes the people you call bestfriends, girlfriends, boyfriends, just friends and hi-bye friends.
sometimes conflicts causes the separation.
most of the time, the flow of time and the path of our lives bring us away from each other.
As much I can, I do try to put in effort to keep in contact with these people.
But it is tiring.
Especially when it seems like you're the only one who is trying.
Sometimes they are just too busy with their own lives.
Sometimes you just cannot fit into their new lifestyle and even their new group of friends.
and sometimes they just totally ignore you for some reason...

*cibai! i just realise my hp spoil. cannot charge. or mayb the charger spoil!!! argh!*


however I don't really care.
like I've said.
friends come and go in your life.
I am a skeptic when it comes to forever.
even those who have been in my life for a long while, I don't expect them to stay forever.
I would be happy to have them in my life forever,
but I don't hope for them to stay forever.
one thing I know is that I love making new friends.
and at this stage in my life I am very happy with my social circle of friends.

after a few weeks of not talking to amir,
I decided to call him coz i really miss him.
and since I am free tml, we're having lunch!
yippeee!!!
anyway, I told him about how I am somehow happier now with my school laugh.
I am happy that I do take pride in my work.
I am happy that I am trying harder.
I am happy that I am making new friends from my own course.
I am happy that I am no more isolated from the people from my own course.
I am happy that I put in effort to finish my tutorials and my reports on time.
I am happy that I am studying for my test.
I am happy that now I am trying to score well in tests instead of just trying to pass.
so far I am really contented with what I am doing.
oh well talking to amir never fails to make me smile and life.
the conversation we had just now really make me feel good about myself.
=) =) =)

speaking of feeling good,
I am addicted to the song from jason mraz- I'm yours.

one day, i really want to have a whole week of doing watever they are doing in the video.
watching the video makes me feel even better and more relax.
anyway below is the lyrics to the song.
very meaningful.

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melodys
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family ([2nd time:] ah, la happy family)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more
Oh no more no more no more
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved, I'm sure
Theres no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No I won't hesitate no more, no more
This cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours, I'm yours