maya a.k.a notorious P.I.G

aku notorious? kau biar betik? seumur hidup aku... ini yang pertama....

after one of those project meeting which ended late evening, amir and me had a long walk from NYP block E to yio chu kang mrt via the back gate, and took the train together. he as usual wanted to talk to me and advice me about how i am behind my school work, how i am not helping myself even though he is trying my best to help me, how he is the last person in class who still cares about me... yada yada yada... bla bla bla.... ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz......

*yawn*

yada bla bla yada yadaa bla bla....

ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzZzzz
droooooooooLzzzZZZZzzzzzzzZZZZzzZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzz

SITI NORMAYA BINTE ABDUL RAHMAN!

oh hi! where was i again???

oh ya... anyway i love to ask him about gossips about me circulating around my class and even other classes about me. i do not know why but i seems to enjoy to hear people gossiping about me, be it good or bad. it is often that he always "report" to me about the words about me from other students' mouth but never once from a teacher. then suddenly he said:

"you know on that day i was consulting michael (one of my lecturers) regarding protein tech project and i told him you cannot come...
then michael said, "oh! that maya... sometimes she's here, sometimes she disappear".

and then amir said:
"when i met Anand (another lecturer) he ask about your well being... but before i could answer hendro cut in and asked a question (so typical of hendro. mayb topic abt me is so insignificant compare to his question about how many letters are there gonna be exactly in our test paper?)"

i was like: "hahaha sure anot. i am rarely in school, i bet some of the teachers do not even know me at all, what more talk bout me."

he said: "maya! EVERY LECTURER KNOWS YOU! YOU'RE KNOWN AS BEING NOTORIOUS"

i almost choked on my own saliva! LOL! MAYA=NOTORIOUS?
oh well i do admit my "interest" in school makes me appear as an unfavourable student.... but noone called me notorious before!
mcm besar gitu dapat panggil notorious. macam NOTORIOUS B.I.G. BUT AKU NI MORE OF NOTORIOUS P.I.G. lah.

back in secondary school, noone can imagine maya being notorious as i have never played truant or got myself into detention. and now, i have gone far from who i was back then... not that it is a very good thing though.

oh well this notorious girl is killing trying to get back on track and its fucking hard to catch up. projects, reports, overdue work, vietnam yep meetings and preparations and exams. i am over burdening myself aren't i? this is too much. can i make it through? i feel like quitting but i don't want to be a quitter.
1.13am: doing my biostatistic project alone when its suppose to be done in pairs
have to do 3 reports, 2 project research and the above by tml.






somebody kill me.