the day i start by taking a cab to school.

I went for counseling by Miss Geraldine and Mr Jay at block P just now.
It really freak me out as i felt like i was confronted by two person rather then just a counseling session.
damn.
Never in my life was i counseled by teachers and lecturers.
Then it somehow hit me that my life is pretty much messed up.
Never had i cried in front of strangers before.
today i was tearing and practically sobbing at one point of time in front of 2 strangers who are much more adult than me.
the rest of the day was spent alone, thinking about my life.
I went to the alley only once today.

well the end of my day wasn't so bad.
that person who made me feel the way i do.
all buttery and jumpy inside.
who made me smile coz i want to not becoz i had to.
who made me laugh unconsciously despite my bad day.
who made me feel special with his sweets words (although he used it on many girls)
who made me not want my train ride to end.


oh well.
he is just a friend.