mother's day

yea i am here blogging instead of having a great time with my family spending mother's day outside or something. i hate being broke la. cannot get my mom a good present. cannot treat her dinner or something. sigh. n a few minutes ago i jez had a row wit my mom ON MOTHER"S DAY!!!! great! just great! i fully accept tt i am not a good daughter but tt does not mean i am not a good person. sigh. its like i cannot make my parents proud coz i am not doing something they approve. haiz.

"just because they (parents) do not have the same opportunities as we do now, does not mean we have to live the way they would want to if they were given the same opportunities. we have to know wat we want and go for it our own way."

"they would not give us their blessing coz we r not doing something their way or wat they wan but if after they see tt wat we do is good for us and them, den the blessing will come"

in the words of ahmad. well almost. now i jez wan to be a better person. make short term goals: clear my debt n do well in poly; and long term goals: er well yet to be made... hahaha.


baked cookies at fad's place for my mom n cik lina. budget babe. thx to fad, i have something to give them. got mom n cik lina flowers too! yea i noe pathetic. at least i tried.



yummy melted chocolate. dunno how many times i stick my fingers in there


cookie monster hungry "where is my cookies!!!"


home made sticky chewy chocolate cookies


take pic b4 tasting


chomp chomp chomp! cookie monster happy!!!

*my heart skip a bit everytime i read ur sweet words... but i know i shouldn't feel this way. but i cant help it. i wish i nv knew you..."