Don't you wish you were dead

It feels like I'm falling it's hard to hold on,
Would anyone notice if I was gone.
All alone with no one there
All I want is someone to care.

Life's a struggle from day to day,
Ive had enough, I just wanna walk away,
But you cant walk away it finds you,
It knows what to do and how to get to you.
Never free yet not far from misery.

One day your on a high
The next you don't care if you live or die.
It's the name of the game,
The pain is free then you got the misery.

It ruins lives without a thought to spare,
It ruined mine, I didn't care,
I just wished I wasn't there.

There are a lucky few who knew what to do,
Got help and got through,
I'm not that lucky,
That'd be a treat,
I embrace my death because that I'm ready to meet.
Not everyone's life can be so sweet.

It makes you cry you want to die,
It tests your limits and pushes you to the edge,
Now ask yourself,
Don't you wish you were dead.

If it would ease the strain and stop the pain
I would give my life without a thought or care,
Id hurt so many people, they'd feel so much pain,
So I ask myself,
What do they gain?