Obsessive Compulsive Disorder

seriously i think i have a certain (minimal) degree of OCD.
i know its not something to be proud of and definitely not something one should admit on her blog.
but yea wth.

i realise that i always have this voice that keeps talking to me in my brain wherever i go.
wherever i go, and whoever i see, this tiny voice will say,
"what are you looking at?"
"is she looking at me?"
"what is he thinking when he look at me?"
"are they laughing at me?"
"are they sniggering at me?"
"am i the topic of their conversation?"
"does he thinks i'm cute?"
"hell no! he thinks i'm ugly"
.......
...
..

well this doesnt happen always la.
but it happen often enough that it kinda worries me.
so to stop all this thoughts i choose to close my eyes and doze of whenever i'm in the mrt or bus.



i think i'm just PMS-ing.

watever.