you cant stop me

i am determine to be happy today. nothing can ruin my day.

i got class at 9am-11am but i woke up at 11.30am. (wow! i rarely wake up this late)

i wore the new purple Alice crocs shoes to school. daddy bought it for me from vivo. he was nagging at first coz it cost $58.80 but he bought it for me anyway. hee! so pwetty n cute. i loike. its very comfy la. but since its shaped for slim fit feet, and my foot is very broad, i get blisters on the side of my feet due to the back of the button which keep on rubbing on my feet as i walk. ouch! i hate my feet!



i came to skool to do my assignments at the library but i end up meeting irah at the alley, lepak and then accompany her to go threading at vista pt.

otw to yck mrt i bumped into my classmates and javier asked me,
"eh maya y u nv go bioprocess tech practical quiz today?"
"huh today got mehz?"
"yaaaa...."
"aiyoh i forgot la. heck ah. "

fiza got her tongue pierced and i am so tempted to do it but i cant coz i am such a coward to the pain and my dad will kill me. compare to a tattoo, pierced tongue is impossible to hide. so instead i got my left ear pierced again which i didnt plan at all to do. damn impromtu sak. irah and i were in the x-craft shop at causeway pt. she wanted to buy ear studs when she asked the salesperson,
"eh here can do ear piercing ah?"
"can."
"how much?"
"3 dollars per piercing"
"ohhh"
den i was like, "eh i wanna do ah. irah u also pierce k?"
"tak nk la. i got 3 on both ears liao."
"la tak J ah kau. kater sister lurpe"
"tak nk ah."
"ish ok ah aku je pierce"
n so i did.
it kinda sting coz my ear is very fleshy so quite painful ah. hahaha. i loike!

i came back home to find my parents in the middle of a heated argument. they always quarrel nowadays. the last time i was so affected, i cried so hard. den the next day my parents made up and pretended as if nothing happened. wth! i cried for nothing. so today i just ignored them totally. when they asked for my opinion, i just say i dun wanna get involve and continue to do my own stuff. surely tml will be better coz this nv prolong for more than one day. sometimes old ppl just get too sensitive and emotional. marriage is so sweet and nice at the beginning but it takes alot of effort as the years so by. I DONT WANT TO GET MARRIED. but i want babies... lots of babiesss....

i am having Haagen Daz macadamia brittle now. daddy bought for me. how sweet. hee.
my tonsils is swelling and its painful sey... but i dun care. its been 84729346276238046038246 days since i had Haagen Daz.

i need to cut down on my carcinogen sticks. i think my tonsils have pus coz yesterday i checked under my dad's hp camera light, got yellow stuff at the side of my right tonsils. omg! so scary. i dun want to surgically remove my tonsils! i so need to quit. (everytime my i got throat problems, i always say i wanna quit. wen it recover, i start smoking again. wth!)

anyway i am in love with christina aguilera's new song. so nice... if i were a guy, i want to marry her sey... btw she just gave birth to a baby boy named max. n her hubby so ugly. god bless the baby boy so that he can have the good looks from mummy christina.

save me from myself


lyrics:

It's not so easy loving me
It gets so complicated
All the things you gotta be
Everything's changing
But you're the truth
I'm amazed by all your patience
Everything I put you through

And when I'm about to fall
Somehow you're always waiting with
Your open arms to catch me
You're gonna save me from myself
From myself, yes
You're gonna save me from myself

My love is tainted by your touch
Well some guys have shown me aces
But you've got that royal flush
I know it's crazy everyday
Well tomorrow may be shaky
But you never turn away

Don't ask me why I'm crying
'Cause when I start to crumble
You know how to keep me smiling
You always save me from myself
From myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself

I know it's hard, it's hard
But you've broken all my walls
You've been my strength, so strong
And don't ask me why I love you

It's obvious your tenderness
Is what I need to make me
A better woman to myself
To myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself

*i wish that one day, there will be that special someone whom i can sing this song to....

anyway below is the photos nisa and me took after sakae-ing last fri.


this is the 18 out of the 20 plates we both eat. if it was a buffet, i bet we could have eaten more!!!


lets count together... yea yea yea...