negativity

So much random things to say.

1. I hate love stories from movies or books.
especially the good ones.
either they make me cry or the make me yearn for love.
urgh!

2. I don't understand why some parents just refuse to accept that they are human beings too, who make mistakes like everyone else.
just because they are entitled to the name "parents", they think that they are a much more superior beings than us.
Just because they make a mistake in their past, we cant make the same mistake as them.
from "P/s: I love you" movie: "You know the worst thing for a parent... second after losing a child? Watching your child head for the same life you had. You can't stop it. It's a terrible, helpless feeling. Makes you angry all the time"
well, exactly my point.
i know it sux watching your child make mistakes and even failing in life.
but when your child is an adult, YOU CAN'T STOP IT.
you can advice all you want, but if we are determine to do something, we just would and all you can and should do is just seat there and watch.
we are entitled to make our OWN mistakes and learn our own lessons coz its our own damn life!

3. a few minutes ago i just received a sms from my mentor saying that the director would like to meet up with me regarding some school issues.
haiz.
i'm screwed.

4. why is it that when a guy cheats on his gf/wife, its forgivable and they get away with just "oh that's their nature. that's just men." but when we cheat on our men, we're cheap sluts.
urgh!!! I hate the society for the things that men do that we cant without being labelled.

5. I feel like there is something missing in my life.
something that is once there but disappeared,
or something that is never there before but i want it bad.
i desperately need to change some things in my life.
I think I will quit smoking.

now that's a shocker.