1st entry of 2009

its like a gazillion years since last wrote an entry.

maybe coz there wasnt much of "happy and happening" things in my life to blog about.

but a friend once said... "maybe for the sake of yourself... you should write and entry... about how you going to get what you want..." or something along those lines.

i shall just write about whatever that's going through my mind.
well here goes nothing.

1. 2008: a year filled with ups and downs (mostly downs)

2. 2008: i got 3 counseling sessions with 2 lecturers and 1 director of school of life sciences.

3. 2008: I almost gave up on school.

4. 2008: my parents got called to school

5. 2008: quote. "your bullshit crappy attitude" unquote. from mr jay. everytime i think about it, i feel this intense fury in me. i truly hate him for saying this to my face. but yet i cannot deny this somehow changes something within me.

6. 2008: I met a truly incredible person. someone who defines a person who knows how to work hard and play hard. FYONA WONG. smart, passionate, gay, slightly obsessive complusive, hyper active, smoker, fun, academically-inclined, PLAY regular, piercings' her game...etc.

7. 2008: MB0704, my some-what new class. somehow i feel more belonged here than i ever did in MB0606.

8. 2008: my new smoking kakis Fyona and Victoria

9. 2008: I lost some friends, or rather, they lost me.

10. 2008: the end of the infamous SMOKING ALLEY. security guards all over that place now... a place once filled with good memories and good people (SAC, taiti, etc), the highlight of my poly social life... now a barren piece of walkway...

11. 2008: finally have some solid goals in mind. working hard towards it. i swore i nv studied and worked so hard since my second year in JC. but unlike JC, this is somehow more fruitful. even compliments frm the lecturers behind moi back.

12. TWILIGHT

13. 2008: last day of the year... 31st December 2008, the most heartbreaking day of the year. "dad, i'm sorry u felt that way about me."

14. 2009: still waiting for my common test results, hopeful at least 4 A's. I got a damn good feeling about it. wow.

15. 2009: gonna work my ass off to score as much A's as i can to pull up my currently-pathetic GPA.

16. 2009: be as positive as i can. grab hold to as much happiness as i can.

17. 2009: improve my financial status by getting a part time job. (maybe going back to tuition?)

18. 2009: a resolution i keep making year after year, and i wun disappoint the tradition... LOST WEIGHT.

That's abt it so far.


I want to make a resolution to my Life
To follow the course to a better life
When heaven and earth becomes as one
All things can be made new under the sun