T.G.I.F....i think.

this week seems to pass by real fast. that's because there was lots of stuffs to do in the lab and things to learn and remember. Eric left for Australia at 2pm just now. so me and Yi Tian are on our own until eric comes back in 2-3 weeks time. well i suppose it not gonna be that bad since all we do is just plan our experiments, follow protocol, record results and find out why is the results are as such. end of the week we just have to send the report to eric and discuss further on a tele-conference on thursday or friday. anyway i attended a short meeting with my supervisor, yi tian, eric, david (vp of rockeby aussie) and the big boss of rockeby singapore. personally i thought it was pretty tense with the presence of the big boss there. finally the idea of being in a working life sink in me. the fact that you have to be accountable for everything you do, and there is little room for mistakes. you gotta have reason for every single thing that you do, purpose and all. coz when the big boss ask you questions, at least you wont sit there looking all "gong" and make the big boss believe that you're just wasting his resources without any purpose or results. blah! its serious shit! its your job on the line! who am i kidding that i am still a child anoymore. well part of me feel some kind of pride that I am entrusted with so much responsibility by the company. =))

Btw, i dont know whether i am proud of myself or not, but ever since Mon, i have smoke so less! i bought a pack on mon and till today there is more than 5 stick left (probably already stale cigarettes.) ever since eric was here, i only manage to smoke one before i reach school and one after i step out of school. if i was late for school then i dont smoke in the morning lor. the reason why i do not smoke during my lunch time is because i have to have lunch with eric and i cant sneak out to smoke because i have to work with him after lunch. i dont some people told me that i should not, and i quote, "give a damn about what they think", unquote, but firstly i think its simple respect. secondly this people maybe my future employer (at least i can hope) and if they know i smoke, den it might tarnish my reputation and chances to work with them. i have to do what i can now to secure a job after i graduate. my GPA is low and the economy is bad, so chances are low. haiz. i can only hope.

i guess that's a long enough post. i am still unsure what to do on the weekends.

*maya penat, ibu. maya penat, abah. jangan dirampas kemahuanku untuk hidup. untuk bergaul. maya hanya mahu dipercayai dgn kebebasan yg sudah diberi. remuk hatiku dgn kata2 mu. haiz... jgn sampai maya putus asa.*

ok time to go home. yay! smoke smoke smoke.